020111♥.

2011-01-06T02:55:00.004+08:00

Heya sweethearts! :D

Long time since i've updated!
life's been such a blast!
thanks to my dear boyfriend, hoho.
well, quitted gaming &all. :S
Life became kinda boring, but well.
i guess it's soon gona end due to attachment! :B
&ofcause, i must thank that dumbass of mine.
for like accompanying me everyday. Obsession indeed! HAHAHA.
Gym training tomorrow man! Gotta chionggg.
new year resolution, get my A. &get a slim body! :D
jiayou my dear, let's work hard together, ily!

2010-12-03T13:14:00.003+08:00

When it reaches th limit..

Sigh, life's more &more fucked up.
alone in this pathetic world, with nobody t accompany.
with nobody t study with, with nobody t talk t.
seriously, at times i just feel like ending it.
nobody understands this pain, nobody understands what it feels like.
Studies have been deproving, skipping school w/o thinking of the consequence as well.
wake up mel! Your exam's in 3days-.- gg-fied.
what about audi? fucked up game w fucked up people inside.
don't understand why i keep playing that. I'm eighteen.
time t grow up? sigh.
but what else can i do? i can't go out, i can't play lame games. Ughs.
As for him, i really don't know what t do.
trying my best t not care so much, until it reached th limit.
please, tell me.
what does this relationship have besides th status? ..
i'm so sick of boys, their lies, their "promises" & lastly,
th sweet talks they love t give just t cover up their fking asses-.-
Irritating much.
fk this life. _l_

2010-10-17T22:52:00.004+08:00

Just another day...

You're stressed up, like i'm not.

i hate quarrelling, but i have to voice it out.

i just want you t show that you bother, that you care.

yet you don't do anything, and that's making me feel worst.

then i'll start making noise again..

It's neverending.

i don't care at all, or you show just alittle more love..

you decide.

You want me to be understanding &let you play your game.

just tell me you wana play your game for goodness sake.

better than suddenly mia-ing, leaving me t wonder wtf you're doing.

sigh, i'm sick of quarrelling. &i know you do too.

so why can't we do something about this?

Quarrels are supposedly made, to make th r/s stronger.

but apparently to you, it's making it worst o.o

i guess it really depends on how you choose to look at it bah. :S

you want your life, your game.

just tell me what you're doing, it's enough ;D.

I want your attention, love and care.

whether you want t give it t me, &make me happy.

you decide :3 Byebye. &ily.

Nights ~ hoho.

2010-10-14T21:29:00.004+08:00

Hello.
School sucks, boring lessons, usual people.
nothing to elaborate on.
life sucks too, only school, audi, sleep.
nothing much to say.
Trying to be happy, even know i can't be.
it took all this time, to realise that faking a smile is really that hard.
i admit, i'm not understanding at all.
but i'm trying to be, and that's why i'm like that now.
but why, am i feeling so alone? I don't know either.
i want the best for you, but. I want the best for us too. ;sigh
Mel's so naive, hoping for a miracle that'll never happen. :$ Haha.
aiya. whatever lah, my life's so screwed anyway.
anything for you (: love you more than i've always did silly ass :3
byebye.

2010-10-08T23:51:00.004+08:00

Hello people, well.

sadly, it was the last day of work tday.

just when i made so many friends, i'm leaving.

guess it's alright since can keep in contact with them. (:

time flies, and school's starting next monday.

a brand new semester to score &study for, :Ds.

Yay-ness, it's me &baby's second month in 4mins x)

so happy i can see him again! :3

just wondering, whether he still loves me th same way as before.

cause everything just feels so insecure now.

i once thought that this wouldn't happen,

but it's all happening again..
game, gaming, gamers.
games or me? guess you'd rather not choose,
because you don't wana hurt me, :S.
Well, just hoping for the better.. (:
toodles people. Nights.
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Baby, i know you'd be my last.
but i can't make it all happen alone,
it takes two hands to clap.
Promise me, you'd walk with me till th end. (L)

2010-10-05T22:01:00.004+08:00

Rahhhhhhhhhhhs.

It has been four days since i've seen baby.

i miss die him lahs. ):

well, work today was quite alright.

worked overtime to earn alittle more money, hoho.

Most likely gona wake up early to see baby tmr morning! :D.

yay-ness! :3 heheh.

wonder how's baby de N's so far, hope he can scoreeee :)

aiyaaas, not hope. Is confirm can. :x

Anyway, while on th way back today.

i saw a crazy auntie on th bus :o

she's like scolding people for no reasons also, LOL joker.

dn understand why thr's so many scary people nowadays. :S

well, waiting for baby's call.

i just hope, he remembers to call... tsk.

2010-10-03T17:07:00.002+08:00

Baby boy, do you know how much i missed you? ):
hope you get back your phone soon, i love you. D:
jiayou for your N's tomorrow k? Tht's if you saw this.
gng work now, ;) Lovedieyou (L)

2010-09-25T12:48:00.003+08:00

Hello sweeties.
have been some time since i've last updated.
well, life's been quite alright i guess.
i just don't know why, i don't feel the same already.
Working everyday, makes me totally exhausted.
&travelling to &fro from it, makes it worst :s
i didn't went out for quite some time already, sigh.
i wish to get back my life, yet i want money. ;boo.
Till 8th oct i guess, all th way mel. Jy ._.
&well, th contact lenses i've bought online is taking forever to come.
dunno if it's a scam or what, darn.
i'm like half blind now, with only one eye having lenses in. -.-
k nevermind, anyw.
time t look on th bright side, i get t see baby everyday! :Ds.
heh, and ofc talk to his mother as well.
Just hope, i can stop thinking too much already.
cz i don't think i'd have the energy to think anymore..S;
hope life could be better, and not worst.. (:
bye people, takecare.
Loving you like i always did :3 you?

When insecurity takes over...

2010-09-15T02:59:00.004+08:00

i love my silly ass baby! ♥

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Well, out with my dumbass today! :D.

caught the movie resident evil with him, not bad.

though i heard alot of people saying that it sucked, it was quite alright ;)

After movie, baby &i went to chambers! Hoho.

fam battled with SHC &addiction.

somehow won three &lost three, tsk. Sucked.

well, around 11.30 before leaving th place.

camwhore-d alittle with baby in th toilet, LOL

Took a few pics before zao-ing t th bus stop.

slacked with baby awhile before i board th last bus (:

really enjoyed today, every moment with you is seriously worth cherishing. ♥

love die you stupid dumbass. :B

thanks alot for th couple tee, &th keychain! ;luv.

Looking forward to friday eh, hohoho.

shall offline now, some dog nagging already.

byeeeeeeee ~

2010-09-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

My achievement for day, fiesta 40perf :B LOL

Yay! :B lvl 32 -wink-

Finally, baby took so longggggg! :x
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Well, my silly boy's back in singapore. Wooo.
heh, can't wait to see him tomorrow (:
well, today woke up audi awhile before baby came home from school.
then tagged exp with him till he leveled.
like finally lah! Slowpoke :x
After tagged finish, rushed to prepare before heading to work. :D
super happy lah, got $150 ;hoho.
but sad case, $100 goes to phone bill LOL
movie-ing tomorrow with baby, place not yet decide ):
Well, looking forward to friday too! Going baby's house, muahahs.
just hope i dn freak out, planning to make muffins on thur.
anyone wana help out? :D. hoho.
okok, i shall go off le.
before someone said i sleep too late :x
My silly eggy fell asleep once again. :B bye ppl.

2010-09-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

Today.. was fine.
went westmall with odilia, chatted about our lives.
shopped awhile, trying on clothes.
bought a $49 jacket from red, before going home.
Played baby's account, until 75% before resting.
rested awhile only, then baby onlined audi in genting.
so rushed in to pei him.
everything was fine at first, till i talked about today's outing to him.
i promised baby that i wouldn't go out, and i did in the end.
cause odilia has no one to go with.
Sorry, guess it's my fault for breaking the promise.
but your words really hurt me badly.
i hate people doubting me when i'm already trying so hard.
just how much do i have to do, to make you finally realise?
sigh, no matter what you say, or how much you doubt me.
i still wana say, that i love you. &i mean it.

Because the distance between us is so great,
my arms cannot reach you,
but because my love for you is just as great,
my heart does..

2010-09-11T00:57:00.003+08:00

I miss my silly eggy♥ ):

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Well, celebrated our first month @vivo. :B

though we watched a stupid movie which's horrible,

it's still alright, cz baby's there. :x hoho.

then this morning, baby went genting already.

woke up like 7+ and pei-ed him sms till he went in malaysia ):

audi-ed the whole freaking day, till i got so bored but left w no choice.

Th best thing is that, baby surprised me.

by onlining audi, when he's at genting (x

i rly missed him lots, sigh. tsk.

shall go to sleep early, as promised. :D

11.11, i made a wish.

&that's to be with you for eternity. ♥

Thanks baby, for everything you've done.

i love you, with all my heart ;mua. ♥

2010-09-05T21:30:00.004+08:00

Fiesta is loved. :x
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Hello lovelies, :$ ♥
as usual, baby's asking me to update again :x
th past few days were boring @work.
basically sat thr &stoned the whole day, boo.
didn't go out with baby during th weekends bcos of his N's.
saddening la! That's not all.
I can't go genting with baby. ): thanks t my stupid passport.
sadcase, well. Just looking forward to wednesday luh!
heheh, you know what i know what baby. -winks- LOL
&you better ton on sunday! Laughs.
anyway, jiayou for your paper tomorrow la. Cn one.
N lvl got no kick :x LOOOOOL :P
tomorrow's work again, gooood.
Another boring day, sucks! :S
okok, nothing t say le. LOL BYEBYE :x
love ya asshole, fullstop.

2010-09-01T22:21:00.002+08:00

Weeeeeeeee. Haiho people!
it's teachers day today! :D.
&that means... NO WORK! LOOOOL.
wellwell, baby &i actually planned t leave our houses @6am.
but ya, overslept.
Woke arnd 10 before preparing to go :x
met baby, pei-ed him eat lunch before going cathay t buy th movie tics :3
slacked outside th cinema w baby while waiting for th show t start.
thr's like this 2 kids playing with a toygun, disturbing me & baby la.
we tmm-ing somemore. Nb. LOL :x Jkjk.
Hms, watched grown ups, quite a funny show ;hoho.
ended arnd 5, then me &baby went chambers :x
played a while then baby send me t bus stop before he rushed off.
thanks alot for tday. :$
finally spent at least half a day with you, LOLOL :x Heh.
luv you baby :3 till th end of time.

2010-08-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

600th post♥

Tday sucked. Late for attachment.
waited for a cab for like 20mins, trying t book a cab but they didn't ans.
so after so long, i decided to just take th bus.
causing myself to be late. Yay, bye 3marks. (Y)
Well, worked till 3plus tday, before going westmall w Faith.
basically dragged as long as i could bcos i wanted t escape work. LOL
bought stuff then walked home.
talked with baby on th phone while i walked up t 12th floor. God. ;x
i shld jyjy! &baby too, for mugging for his exams! Hoho. (:
Wednesday's offday! Woooot! :x
not gona go back t secondary school manz.
horrible place-.- terrible class. LOL
going w baby t study! Let's pray that we cn both wake up. :x
okok, i updated. Laughs! morning again tmr. Bye people!

-10 more days baby! :3
i love you ENYJ! ♥

2010-08-29T22:55:00.004+08:00

❤Baby, i love you.

Hiya sweethearts. :Ds
hms, yesterday didn't turned out quite well i guess.
karling, vaish &i went to buy flowers before visiting our patient.
but after hours of searching &reaching tj place,
we realised she wasn't living there anymore. Fk our lives. LOL
Thank goodness th later part of th day brought my day back t life. (:
went home, got ready before bus-ing to meet bi @dhoby.
walked t chambers, audi-ed &such.
afterwhich he sent me t th bus stop, chatted about 20mins.
before boarding th last bus :B laughs.
Kinda cute &silly looking back @our past msges. Heh.
stupid guy so dumb one LOL :x
i won't forget 12.08am ah. HAHA
hope th day you fly off doesn't come, confirm missdieyou one. :@
but dn worry, i'll definitely wait for you t be back. Hoho!
Sigh, work again tomorrow, hope it turns out fine, (:
okay, dunno what t update already, lmao! :x
hope it's long enough. Lastlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I LOVE YOU x1000000000000000000000. ♥ :*

2010-08-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

598th post♥

Hiya sweethearts.
time to update blog before someone starts nagging @me :P
today.. was horrible than usual.
Cz th malays were fasting, almost everything were left for me &karling t do.
so ya, running here &there like mad dogs.
afternoon shifts really sucks, finally tmr's morning :B
maybe going out with bi tomorrow? Hope so bah (:
Anyws, i want t take up french class.
but my mum says german's better, what do you all think? D:
shall stop here, bye people :3
missdieyou baby, thanks for being thr all th time.
loveya. ♥

2010-08-23T10:23:00.002+08:00

Looooooooooool! :x Epic. HAHAHA.

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Wellwell, went to work yesterday from 6-7.30.

gosh, hell loads of things t do &perspired like fuggg.

so yeah, went home t bath before going t meet my silly boy. (:

thr's this super funny thing about a phillipino, shan't say it here :S

hmm, met him at harbourfront's control station.

before "finding" our way t vivo. LOL

Bi's such a noobass like me? Totally lu chi.

that's baddddd, because that means that in future i'll get lost more often :x

after gng up &down of a wrong escalator,

then we managed to get inside vivo :B

Went to skypark to slack, all th way till 12am.

miss that place seriously, all th stars &th night clouds. ;luv.

well, it was really a nice outing..

&i definitely treasured th time with you k? LOL

Th thought of us losing our way while finding th bus stop,

seriously still makes me feel like laughing. :X

love you la, silly dumbass. LOL :3

2010-08-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Nice couple info. (Y).

LoveParty, 12hearts hor. Mai siaosiao ;x

Lvl 31 :B

Baby helped me licence while i helped him.

see how noob he is, compared to my score. LOL :P

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HI BABY! You asked me to update right?

here i am, LOL.

Firstly, i wana say i miss you like hell. heh.

&jiayou for your formulas leh! HOHOHO :3

looking forward t tomorrow's movie outing x)

work today was kinda alright, tht pearl complimented me shockingly.. :S

I shy please, laughs! Hope this one she grade better, or i'm rly discouraged le.

anyway, my eye hurts like hell loads now.

i think my contact len's expired, gosh. D:

hope i don't get blind. HAHAHA.

Well, shldn't post so much. Later talk more on th phone can le :x

bye sillydummyhornehbastard! ;mua ♥

2010-08-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today♥ Super lucky uh.

First round expert compe tio Zichao shifu LOL~
well, got 4th? ;swea. LOL w/e.

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Simulation centre tday @Simei.

super stress die luh, kena chosen as roleplayer. LOL

well, ended @4plus then bus-ed home w umi.

wanted to go limbang w Xingan, but changed plans. ;boo.

going to hospital again tomorrow &saturday, fook.

think about th grades only then sian half.

Oh well. Rebellors toh-ing soon,

time for me t help aahke slowly bring it up already.

for th sake of ahneh kor, :)

anyway, lastly just t end my post.♥

I just wana say a bigbig ILOVEYOU to my stupid kukubird boy. LOL :P

Hahaha, thanks fr being there all th time.

rly cherished all th time i had with you :3

2010-08-18T15:21:00.003+08:00

Yes, fuck my life hard.

working so hard lika fucker at work.

taking manual parameters &recording i/o charts for almost every cubicle.

attending to patients, making sure they get what they want,

talking to them &understanding them better.

ensuring their comfort &maintaining good infection control.

checking their i/o charts just to ensure their well-being..

All for a C grade. Thank you Ms Pearl, fucking hell loads of thanks. :D
i was seriously on the verge of giving up..

if it wasn't Mdm Quek who talked to me on the phone,

i guess i wldn't be feeling better now.

Thanks alot Mdm Quek, you're really a great teacher. I love you. (:

2010-08-16T15:32:00.004+08:00

My buang siblings, nerds ftw. (Y).

Baby's deepest darkest secrets EXPOSED. LOL

Kiss our asses! :B

Loveeee♥

Fiesta record holder, tsk. Zc shifu ;pray.

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♥908, 1408 :Ds.

Well, went out with bi to starbucks last saturday.

he was doing math, while i just sat thr and stared @him? LOL :S

someone aizai one sia, do all th qns like fast only. :x

Anyway, after he did finish a few page i think? :S

we headed to chambers for wedding :B hoho!

failed two times before passing, stupid noob. HAHAHA :x

well, played till 11.30pm then zao-ed.

Bi suggested taking pictures, shy sia. LOL :$

wellwell, another time. HEH! After he sent me to th bus stop, then went off le.

thanks alot for that day luh, rly enjoyed it. Luvdie ♥

Anyway, we're back in --xRebellors.

tx to rebel :Ds, some other fam's can just toh please, useless faggots-.-

shan't name them, you know who you are. Laughs.

lastly, to bi. ILOVEYOU! (:

Don't say that you aren't good enough la,

because that's just plain rubbish.

You know that i love you more than anything right? ;shy.

silly boy, i swear i'll be there for you always. ;)
Jungie loves Mochie ;luv ♥

2010-08-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

090810 ;sigh.
is this a happy or a sad thing-_-
i've lost my confidence, once again. Like always..

2010-07-29T20:42:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
firstly, happy birthday kingngee counsellor. :D
thanks for always hearing my rants LOL
and.. well, to continue with th boring post.
i've got cough &flu.
i just recovered from fever &sorethroat.
but i've just got diagnosed with haemorrhoids.
and i had 3days mc, missing 3days of polyclinic attachment-'-
fml, bye gpa 4.
tomorrow's th last day for polyclinic, hope it's not screwed up again.
waste in total of $35 just t get my ass poked. -.-
Chalet's coming soon, hope it'll be fun.
looking forward t it because of somebody :P
heheheheh, well.
total number of people for chalet : Six.
hope there's more girls. :S Lol!
&, i wana go OCH please, someone acc me :3

We're drifting away 306, ain't we? ;sigh.

2010-07-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

First game for tday :B

LOL crazy chainers. ;wild

Me &Dar ;hoho.
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590th's.

Well, currently sick.
having cough, flu, sorethroat, fever? Lol.
i'm dying. Rahhhhhhhhhs ._.
Anyway, cldn't go out.
so basically just stayed home &audi-ed for the whole day.
no life man, sucks.
went expert compe, but guess what.
forgot to click apply for event again, cz i was like stoning at th lobby-'- z.
goshhh, i'm just soooooo bored la, waiting for dar t come back.
couple compe! :@
heh! klah, shall go off now.
LOVEPARTY LATER ! ;mua.

2010-07-14T01:16:00.002+08:00

How unlucky can i get?
late for school, caught for hair.
got two records in my clinical logbook ):
i wana maintain my A's! Damn it, grades already affected. Nabu.
Ya, anyway.
because of all th lame offences, stayed back 1&a half hour more.
went home bath &change before meeting that idiot, LOL
watched Despicable me, not bad. Th lil girl's so cute laaa :B
after that, idiot send me home..
then audi-ed alittle, chiong-ed alittle hearts.
&quarrelled with some faggot on sms, lame shit.
say whatever you want la, change then change..
sick &tired of people saying that i've changed.
maybe i've just changed to ignore irritating people like you all -'-
toodles people, gotta wake up fking early tomorrow-.-

2010-07-11T00:11:00.004+08:00

I miss my babe :3

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Well, chambers today with mixue baobei &derick.

met my dearie ahhai for awhile too :B
joined th competitions as well, all past first round only :S Lol.

baobei &me got thrashed at th end. LOL till we super pekcek :x

Anyw, ben &baka came to find me also.

but ps-ed them cz needa go home :S sorry.

kinda got v pissed when i was playing with baobei.

some asswhore came into th room,

&started talking and shooting ppl like he always used to.

He said that i changed, but t tell you th truth.

i didn't at all, stop claiming that you know me v well.

cause you don't at all. =='

you haven't changed a bit, and well. It sucks.

but you like it eh? So good for you.

it's kinda irritating cz people nv learn to tell me straight at my face,

yet talk behind my back.

I'm just sick of pointing fingers already-.- just get lost if you want.

i'll learn to know who are the real friends that are there for me :Ds

Boy, i love you. (:

2010-07-04T11:13:00.004+08:00

This is called, Ai zai. (Y).

LOL, this is how crazy we get over the new motions ;x

Dar's mega. (k)

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Sigh. things haven't been going well.
many people have been having problems with girls/guys.

when will this ever come t an end? -_-''

lmao, sick &tired of this already.

Chill gavin di, i'm always here for you. (L)

as for tht particular person, tht was clearly a shocking thing for me t accept.

i guess i was such a fool afterall. ;)

2010-07-02T13:00:00.003+08:00

586th post♥

Hai people. :B
okay well, nothing much to update :S
had been playing my noob account these few days.
th main in audi is left to rot. LOL
went chambers yesterday alone, call me a loner idc.
but it was funnnn! :x
Went nov compe, exp compe &cpl compe,
tgt w dar, baobei, kor &snow.
nov compe &exp compe both went in 2nd round, but out cz of 8key LOL
cpl compe was th best,
made it to semi finals then out, anyw nice try dar. (;
Gona try again today!
meeting baobei, kor &jingwen later for movie.
before heading t chambers! :Ds.
miss die my ahhai lots, see ya later! ♥

thanks boy for trying t make me smile everyday,
it certainly worked. :D

2010-06-30T12:24:00.002+08:00

WEBCAM ! With GavinLonglostbro &bryan! :D.
See gavin de centre parting. LOL :x

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Well, yesterday went school for th revision of skills for attachment.

met karling &Zihui &went t school tgt.
was quite alright, released around 4plus (:
reached home, used comp all th way~ :S

Webcammed with gavin, LOL

super fun k, he at thr keep drawing corn. LOL -.-

forgotten to SS :@

he was like super obsessed with spot's spot also.

kept saying it looked like a cow's, then at thr keep moo. Laughs :S

Okay well, after that.

audi-ed awhile cz th maple download was too slow &i offed it. LOL

chatted @th lobby &made a few friends :S

apparently, they're anti-ahlians. ;) Rofls!

Well, played &played. Till met my longlostfriend, vincent.

then off-ed, and chatted. :D Tht's all.

2010-06-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, :b
wheeeeeeeeeeeeets ~ the lappy's back :D.
well, was damn worried about th results,
but checked th webby, &realised i had all A's with a Gpa of 4.0 , HOHO! :3
must maintain le! (:
Anyways, life's been some sort of boring nowadays i guess.
getting used t single life, loving it i guess? :s like real. Lol.
well, went out w karling, maomao &gavin.llb tday ;B
kbox-ed, before walking around town then heading t th Esplanade.
Super tired now, damnzxc.
had been tonning nowadays, &sleeping almost 6-7am everyday le-.-
gosh, think i shld srsly change this habit.
had been doing alot of thinking these few days,
realised how sucky life is, lol.
Well, time to get use t it. Bye ppl. (:

2010-06-18T13:51:00.002+08:00

You just screwed my life.
i seriously have no fking motivation to do anything now.
thanks alot, thr goes th results.
Dn fking give me false hope if you're gona break in th end.
ask me t not think so much, then what happened?
if i was at least alittle prepared,
i guess my heart won't be feeling so fked up right now.
You wana hurt me that badly eh? Guess what.
you did it. (:
&worst of all, you still can say you think of your ex.
oh god, wow. -clapclap- ;)
what a childish thinking, things don't always go th way you want.
seriously, thanks for this wake up call.
enough of younger boyf's, first and th last. :Ds.
thanks for this experience.
Hms, let's look on th bright side.
i can save my time making cupcakes tht i planned doing on sat, just for YOU.
i can save my worrying &tears which happens everyday,
which YOU mistook for not giving you enough space? Lol? -.-
th thing tht just pisses me off, is all this little things tht i do for you.
which doesn't get appreciated, yet blamed.
Lastly, to all th friends tht i ignored &neglected during tht period of time.
i'm sorry, i really am.
funniest thing, i ignored &neglected friends just bcos of YOU.
yet, one of th reason we break can be 'i choose friends over you.'
thanks ar joseph, -wink-
Enough of commitments, enough of all this shit.
thankyou people, who cared so much.
&accompanied me through this. Love ya'll :3

2010-06-11T14:00:00.002+08:00

HAI ALIENS.
whooooooooo ~ i finally get to use th comp la.
darn happy. LOL
Anyway, life's been boring this few days.
wana go out, but no money. ): Sian.
thank god thr's baby to pei me every single day.
luvdaiyou luh, :$
seriously, i think thr's nothing more impt in my life.
besides my family and you baby.
Sorry for what happened yesterday when i was on th phone w you. ):
it won't happen again.
i promise, and i mean it. Ily <3

2010-06-06T02:43:00.001+08:00

It sucks when nobody understands you.
&when life already sucks.
but people still keep adding troubles &problems to it.
Fml. -'-

2010-06-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

In case you all were wondering, what th hearts were forming.
it was this .. ♥

Sorry ;make :B

2010-06-05T21:34:00.005+08:00

Post dedicated to Joseph Baby! D:

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♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ! D:

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You mean the world to me boy,

don't let this misunderstanding spoil our relationship.
i love you, please forgive me baby ):

2010-06-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

Woooo, chio dai ! ;luv
baby's gona get another pattern.
i wana get this so badly D;
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Hai sweeties. :Ds
today's kinda dumb, woke up real early in th morning.
squeezed my ass into th morning train filled with hundreds of people :S
was late for th jab just because i had to miss a train too. Tsk.
worst of all was, going to school...
-JAB- &taadaa, go home. Wtfs.
A total waste of time :\
anyway, the outcome of the jab was my hand feeling superduper numb, damn.
1st &2nd dose over, still got th 3rd. -__-'
well, train-ed home with songting &talked about random stuffs :x
Reached home, on the tv, watched alittle, smsed baby. &Boom, KO. LOL
after awhile, i was awaken by baby's 3rd msg,
&realised he reached my house de bus stop already :S
shock dao me la, i thought he wasn't coming le.
in th end give me such a pleasant heart attack LOL :x
rushed by ass of th sofa &rushed to prepare ._.
Poor baby waited like for an hour plus? LOL sorrysorry ;x
headed to westmall, walked around before eating lunch @th foodcourt :Ds.
baby damn funny la, coughing machine LMAO!
&when he talks with his mouth full, super manly ;luv ROFLMAO~
and hor, someone so biantai one. Tsk, you know what you did :X Laughs!
Well after lunch, went carpark de rooftop.
played uno &slacked :S
after that then baby sent me home before gng home :Ds.
thanks for everything boy, rly appreciate it. Hoho!

2010-06-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

Hello sweethearts, hoho <:
outing with baby today was funnnnn! :Ds.
luv you loads my dumbass boy. LOL
thanks ar, for making me xiasuay so much today :x
Anyw, regarding some issues.
i'm kinda sick of it already.
what side here side there? =='
side him for all i care, i don't give a damn about it anymore.
if it wasn't for teckie, i wld have left long ago. -'-
just fk off la, stop adding problems to my life.
call me a bitch for all i care, i don't give a damn. (:
&teckie, cheer up.
sorry if i was too harsh on you :S

2010-06-01T19:59:00.003+08:00

Let's begin th post, with a pic of my 8yrs bestie &me! Hoho.

wana thank odi, for studying with me for my exams.

luv you lots babe, ♥

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Well, biology paper was fine i guess.

made quite a few stupid mistakes, stunned @a few qns as well :S

worst of all, i changed many correct answers to th wrong ones :@

dammit, thr goes my A again. ):

anyw, i'm more worried about th bet with my dumbdumb baby ;x

RAHHHHHS, G_G *prays* 70 &above! :x LOL

well, received th clinical posting results already.

Woohoo! I got posted to NUH! :B

best thing is, same ward with Karling ;) Hohoho!

can go school together again. LOL happydai.

Looking forward to tmr's outing! :$ Yayayayay ! ♥

shall end my post here, bye peeps! :Ds.

`#, 1st's ; I love you!

2010-05-31T18:16:00.002+08:00

Laughs, happy to see you lead your own life.
why not be together with the sub? LOL, tsk.
anyw, broke cpl ytd, kinda heart pain staring @th cpl memo.
well nevermind, cpl-ed ~RASHOMON aka joseph.
in case you all didn't know, it's ~bytch's ex cpl :S
Well, dn care laaa, laughs.
tday's nursing paper was alright i guess.
th short answered questions sucked badly though.
i just threw away 6marks at th back, fugz.
think my A's gone. ):
Hopefully i'll do better for tmr's biology paper bah.
wish me luck ppl.
tata! :B

-30th, J's ! ♥

2010-05-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello babes. :)
kinda saddening today.
got back my biology results, and it turned out t be th same as nursing test.
40/50, what's this?
after all my hard work studying th damn subject, this is how it get's paid off.
ugh, blah, w/e.
Examinations, is what i aim t score now.
Clinical attachments as well. wish me luck people. (:
Gpa 3.5 &abv, srsly difficult. ;sigh
hmms, 2more hours to Aloy's birthday.
Happy advanced birthday! :D Hoho.
andand, heard from maomao tht he's getting sick,
hope he get well soon bah.
Anyway, i miss someone real badly, tsk. :x
roarrrrrs! wednesday! <3
HEH.

2010-05-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

My accomplishment, for today (:
lvl 28! :3

Super sweet of limmy. LOL :$

Mega! ;D

Noob account level 18!(:

Cpl position, 1314 :B hoho!

Well, yesterday went chambers with baby.
&Silence fam mates.
surprisingly, alvin and another two popped out when we were playing halfway. LOL
fam battled using my noob acc, won 2 rounds &lost 1. ): Tsk.
good experience though. I wana fam battle more! HEH.
Erm, today nothing much happened.
audi-ed the whole day, with kayden di &more ~
screenshots above, :) Bye!

2010-05-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hoho, hai lovelies. :$
today was reallyyyyy slack okay.
got like 4hours of break, hahaha! :x
super rare in our nursing course to have such an opportunity. LOL
Well, basically slacked @th cafe &played cards to past time.
played uno, poker &heart attack :S
kinda embarrassing while playing though, cause everyone shout damn loud. ROFL
&i kept kena beat la. tsk.
Soon after, did the group assignment then went up for practical.
after that, was lifeskills.
looked @a few slideshows before teacher released us, at around 4.30 LOL
another miracle :p
Bathed, then rushed to tanah merah mrt cause Shijun kindly lent me his cardi :$
LOL. Thank god, :x
trained to douby, lan-ed, shopp-ed &basically slacked @a kopitiam to SEE ppl use their phones,
then left for home! (:
what a PLEASANT day, thanks ar. ;D
I've finally realised, they're all the same. tsk.
life is only about Baby, &Cskm.
i love you, and you all lots lots :B

2010-05-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hello people. (:
life's been such a screw up this few days.
i'm just sick and tired of it already. Sigh.
Anyws, have been nose bleeding for th past few days :\ LOL
no idea why. D:
&just because of that, i can't donate blood today too. How saddening. :@
hmm. Today's mock test was also fked up.
i studied so much, yet still just pass only--''
hope i'd do better for tmr's test bah, GPA! ):
But.. how to do better, when i keep falling asleep in class x.x
fugz, haven't been like this last time, now it's all the time. Gg.
anyws, dinner with Daryl kor tmr @tampines mall.
most likely Karling's going with me, hoho :D.
shall end this post here bah, dn really hve th mood to continue posting anyw :\

Was i too foolish to believe that? Lol.
Thanks ar. Thanks alot.

2010-05-09T16:29:00.002+08:00

You know what people? Forget it.
enough of all this shit.
i can't live to make everyone happy, i have my own problems too.
take it as i'm selfish or whatever fuck.
i don't give a damn about anything anymore.
Thanks ar people, thanks for dao-ing, thanks for all th screwed up attitudes.
thanks for wrongly accusing me, thanks for scolding me for no reason.
thanks everybody. (:
There is no fucking person that is there for me,
talk about friends.. talk about close friends. Bullshit.
what's the point of trying t cheer someone up, when you're making that person even worst?
LAUGHDIE. Don't understand this world.
th person's troubled enough, yet. You're pouring even more things onto her.
how smart, what a wise choice. Dammit.
you know who you are, fancy blaming me-'-

2010-05-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hai people :$
it has been some time since i've last updated i guess? :\
well, things have been fine.
school school school, as usual.
Learnt how t measure a patient's blood pressure tday ._.
i somewhat think that i'll flunk th next phase test, heh D:
super complicated &diff. Tsk.
anyw, tday smth really bad happen k, &i somehow got 'counselled' by mdm quek. LOL
felt much better after she talked to me though.
she asked me to always let it go with a smileeee :x LOL
Okay well, after school changed, then bused to bedok with CSK :B
basically went thr t have our dinner.
ordered satay, oyster omelette, chicken wings &carrot cake to share.
and all of them were still hungry ._. LOL!
But nvm, soon after went fairprice t window shop :B
planned to bake muffins @my house on friday for mother's day!
&steamboat session next week :\ ROFL
anyw, tmr's th first biology test in school, rly hope can score for it.
GPA ! ;wild. Okok, shall go off now.
tata people! :3

2010-05-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

One hell of a night.

Hey people, hoho.
well, yesterday after school.
went t cafe 2 outside de toilet with CSK to bath, before training to my house.
th journey was horribly long as usual.
After reaching my house area's bus stop, they went t buy mac then went up.
went t get changed &prepared before cabbing over to CSC's ktv.
wah i tell you ar, thr super cui okay.
reached thr &they told us that it's fully booked,
&thr will be rooms available only if we wana wait till 11pm, like wtfugz.
At tht point of time, all th mood cui already sia.
then we started calling up friends asking for places, -_-'
in th end, almost all our friends say th same thing, LOL
so decided t go senoko de pub @woodlands area :\
srsly shocking though, didn't expect myself t even step in that kinda place :S
Anyw, starting was fine, ordered two towers of beer..
played games, losers drank.
then chatted about our lifes &such.
drank, drank, drank &drank. LOL
until i totally keesiao &cui, -_-"
started zi high-ing with karling, then laugh laugh laugh.
just couldn't control my laughter sia, lmao-.-
after that, went outside to sit awhile &cool down.
Srsly felt horrible man, when i wanted to puke it all out but couldn't :@
tried drinking a few more sips, hoping it'll help.
but it in fact made it worst, LOL just cried everything out x.x
left th place around 2plus, cabbed home with karling.
thank goodness luh, that i managed t make my way home myself. LOL
anyw, sorry t make those people worry.
Baby, teckie &maomao ): sorry! heh.
anyw, had fun with my babes, love ya all loads! :B
&&lastly, HAPPY FIRST MONTH BABY! hoho.
:D

2010-04-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

Hai world :B
heh, yesterday was seriously cui.
didn't know i'd break down just like that, sorry people :\
Anyw, tday was horrible.
during biology lesson, i was doing notes for th upcoming test in th afternoon.
then a fking teacher walked to my table, stare at what i'm doing..&walked back.
as i continued doing my notes, he came to my table again.
&shouted at my face.
him : Th first time i came t warn you alr, yet now you do it again!
me : *wonders* you got warn meh. Orh, sorry sorry teacher.
then he walked back..continue teach.
me : *looks down &look back at him*
him : Class, 10minutes break! *walks to my table*
him : I asked you not to write already right! What's your problem?
me : -gives th wtf face- I didn't write what!
him : I saw it with my own eyes that you're holding a pen writing!
me : Which eyes of yours saw me write?! I look down only, didn't even write what!
him : You did! I saw it with my own eyes!
me : *pissed off*, I ADMIT. I LOOK DOWN, BUT I DIDN'T EVEN WRITE A DAMN THING!
me : I wasn't even holding a fking pen!
him : *walks back to his table* -tiams-
Cb, total ownage. Piece of shit.
only spoil my freaking mood in the morning, it's alws bcos of such asses, tht spoil my day.
afterwards when th class came back, still at thr jiaowei say what..
"Class, i just wana let you all know tht i scold you all bcos i care."
lmao, joker, lose already then bullshit. Loser. TSK.
sigh, like wtfugbbq. Dn understand why i keep getting wrongly accused these days.
Tsk, anyw. Rest of th lessons were fine, quite fun.
after school, went Expo with CSK! :B
shopped for snacks &stuffs. LOL
we're totally like hungry ghosts lah, chiong in buy this buy that. ROFL!
anyw, can't wait for tomorrow.
totally got no lessons except for 2hrs Nursing studies. LOL
after that slack all th way, then after school.
planning to go bath, then head to chinatown for kbox with CSK! :3 hoho.
Klah, shall stop now &go audi. LOL :\ bye!

2010-04-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i don't know why th hell am i crying.
there are really too much things pressurizing me, this sucks.
you think i like to scold vulgarities? Let me tell you, no.
but i just don't know how to vent th frustrations outta me,
i've got no one to rant it to, this freaking sucks okay.
Nobody seems to understand me at all, my heart's numbed..i swear.
&the thought that you can simply say my temper sucks,
w/o even knowing why all this is happening.. is so unfair.. to me.
sorry, isn't to be said just to pity me.
say it, when you mean it.
Seriously, there are more then enough stress from schoolwork.
please, seriously give my smile back to me.

2010-04-24T04:06:00.000+08:00

SWEEEEET ! :3 Lv 27 ftw.

2010-04-20T14:59:00.002+08:00

Well, didn't go school today.
cause i'm sick, heheh. :\
gona miss out a whole lot of lessons, die.
must catch up already.
Anyway, have beein audi-ing since morning with two new friends.
hoho-.-'' Lol.
well, gona see doctor soon.
&maomao, so steady. Coming along. HAHAH.
can't talk much anyway, so hope it won't be boring x_x
tata people ! :)

i told you not to wait, wana wait don't complain.
for goodness sake, just carry on with your life can?

2010-04-18T18:18:00.003+08:00

&this happened again :B backup ftw !

MEGAS ! :D

Well, audi-ed all the way through my weekends. LOL.
nothing much happened today,
just going chambers later with baby.
Cpl compe? :D Let's see how we perform later.
bye peeps!

2010-04-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

Overall fun day. :D

Well, met Alex Wifey outside 7eleven.
as usual, i was late, due to some stupid traffic jam-.-'
rushed to th cinema then went in the wrong one. LOL
super xiasuay can? :x
After that watched th show, blabla.
overall not bad, toothless is uber cute k? :B
thenthen, after th movie went to meet Lijun Twinny :D
walked inside cube, seesee around.
then saw Alvin. LOL, saw Poh also but didn't tell her :x Laughs.
soon after, went outside the arcade sit down talktalk.
heard wifey tell us about his scary moments &funny moments in army.
quite entertaining :X LOL!
Chatted till teckie th noob came, then wifey went off already ):
walked to Parklane as we wanted to eat dinner.
but guess what, when i reached there, i noticed my wallet was missing x.x
so twinny rushed with me to plaza sing.
checked th toilet, cinema counters &didn't find it.
th most annoying thing is, that philipino dog don't understand my qn.
i was like "Erm, do you all clear th cinema after every show?"
&she's like replying "Erm, 6pm then can go in check."
i was like huh? wtfug.
think she really catch no ball, fail ttm sia. Go die sua-.-
Anyw, had to wait for th freaking show t end, before i can go in check.
that made me even more pissed, LOL
cooled down, thanks to twinny.
then sat down, chatted about stuffs then twinny &i started our psychoing game :x
we forced arca to join back th fam, &suceeded ! WHEETS LOL. :x
Talked until 6pm, then went in to check for my wallet.
&ya, miraculously found it :B
after that went to chambers, and audi-ed all th way ~
tday was rly nice, keep topping all th way, &fast songs seem t be my strong point.
but that only happens.. in chambers. LOL
thr are some failed games though, whr i get nj-ed just by a few hundreds?
&MISSION FAIL! Because im suppose to get 20perfs, and ended up with 19 ._.
thanks ar teckie, you sark. LOL
96% already, going to chiong now! Bye :}

2010-04-14T19:40:00.003+08:00

Getting use to life in Nursing

Oh god, life does suck okay.
when your school is freaking far away, ):
&when th timetable's so screwed up.
Mon-Wed 8am-6pm, Thur &Fri 8am-5.30pm.
naiz not? -_- Worst thing is.
if you're late for 1-5min, 1hr detention = 8am-7pm.
late for 6-10min, 2hrs detention = 8am-8pm :D
&the discipline thr is fking strict for nurses please.
need to bun &have th fringe up @all times-_- k nvm.
Well, had biology lecture first thing in th morning, &guess what.
i fell asleep. LOL! Then kena called out, and stand in th middle of th whole pathway.
like xiasuay only-.- then after that tio meh. Blabla.
then walked back t class, and otw.
got caught by two teachers because of hair-_-
i already pinned th fking fringe up &bun my hair.
yet still get caught, cause too messy.
like hello lah? You think my hair long enough t clip up?
so many baby hair, pin my whole fking hair still messy please-.-
retarded teachers, rahhhh.
Shall skip that, after that recess, then th boring talk.
then th most fun part of th day.. Life skills lesson! :D
basically crapped &chatted with th ppl in class.
then th teacher treat us super good one, allow us go buy food &drink LOL
th best thing is, she actually released us 1hr earlier :X HOHO.
tday was kinda fun i guess, :) Tmr's horrible.
biology test-_- On th 4th day of school, tsk.
Gotta go study soon, but firstly. AUDI ! LOLLLL :X

2010-04-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

That day. <: Sweetdie of baby t say that :B

Well, tday woke up @3pm. LOL
just because i slept at like 7plus in th morning, roars.
audi-ed, till baby came.
then went down to photocopy certs for tomorrow's first day of school :D
kinda looking forward to it, heh.
Anyw, after that.
daddy came to fetch all of us &brought us for dinner!
it's kinda cool i guess, we kinda made it a point to have dinner every sunday altogether.
great gathering t maintain th closeness(:
&most importantly, t feed baby till he becomes fat. HAHA
Tday i kinda suceeded, :p hoho.
baby was bloated, &it was th first time he said "Wah, cannot tank already." LOL

@like hm, 9.30pm? :B LOLOL. Yes, i actually took note of th time :x
after that, daddy fetched baby &both of korkor's girlfs home.
&here i am, posting this :}
gona write th essay requested by my teacher later, D: Sad dai.
Anyw, for now.
AUDI TIME ! :D ~

2010-04-11T02:20:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA. Don't you all agree he looks buang.
with th centre parting? HAHAHAHA LOL

Baby's accomplishments, :B
iloveyou la pro. LOL

2010-04-11T01:57:00.002+08:00

Th most fun day of the year :3

Well, went east coast with th fam mates tday. :D
th most shocking thing was that, i'm early!
but th earliest was Alvin &Vincent :x
i didn't know how they looked like but only recognised Alvin's face.
so i spied on them th whole time till baby came, LOL
Teckie th noob, so buay steady.
ask people don't late, in th end he latest :\
after that, actually wanted to rollerblade, but backed out.
cause mainly, i was lazy &didn't want to perspire. ROFL ._.
so Baby, Ben, Zhiren &me went t th beach &played uno.
while teckie, alvin &vincent went t cycle.
After awhile, teckie joined us, then played all th way till 6plus :x
it was super fun sabo-ing each other, and especially Zhiren. LOL
he was suppose t leave @5.30, but we sabo-ed until he was 1hr late :x
soon after, we went mac t have dinner.
shan't elaborate much, th fun part's coming.
All six of us decided t cab t chambers, so we actually squeezed into one cab. LOL
cui i tell you, i was like sitting OFF th chair.
baby was squashed, vincent was floating in th air LMAO.
teckie &Ben also equally poor thing, but not as bad as us.
th most relac one was Alvin, tsk. Sit in front drink his water &smile only. :@
when we reached, everybody jitao rushed out LOL
Then went chambers, audi, dota, blackshot &L4d2.
many things happened though.
met a dog @blackshot who presumes that i was glitching-.-''
please la, i don't even know whats glitch. LOL :\
after that, got pwned by them in dota even though we were in th same team. =='
as usual, a horrific game i'll never like.
then. LOLOLOLOLOLOL ~
teckie &me vs Baby &Alvin in L4d2.
they got pwned by us k, HAHAHAHA. Werock :B
Overall, a seriously fun outing. Hahas ;)
love you guys lots, hope there'll be more outings! :3

2010-04-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

That fucking hurts, i swear it does.
can you please, don't do that anymore?

2010-04-09T21:20:00.004+08:00

Baby, see. Tsk, th most i got with you was 18.
now got people 22 ley, jealous not? :X

I nj-ed baby with a x7chain. HAHAHA.
i laughed super hard @that. ROFLMAO. :p

This happened today :D

2010-04-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

Orientation rocks.

Hohoho, today was better than expected. Heh.
met mizah @jurong east mrt before train-ing to school tgt.
by th time we reached school, it was still early :/
supposed to reach @9am, but i reached @like 8plus? x_x
Th sad thing was, i wasn't in th same class as her.
she's in class C &i'm in D ): tht sarks.
well, at first it was super boring lah.
until th ice breaker game started, made 3friends.
Karling, Songting &Zihui. :B
they're basically ahlians lah, but super hyper &crazy ones. LOL
so yeah, they totally made my whole day worthwhile. :$
really looking forward to monday though, school starting!
Wheeets ~ Heh, off t audi now.
wedding later! :3 Bye pple !

2010-04-08T23:10:00.002+08:00

&This happened. :$

How maomao failed. LOL

My megas :B All bulletin points. LOL

2010-04-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

HAI WORLD ! :D
Well, baby tonn-ed.
audi-ed, chiong-ed story, watched ghost movies &ate snacks.
cooked for baby too, that's about all.
thanks boy, for accompanying me all the time (:
wedding tomorrow, hope i can make it after my orientation.
Anyw, next post will be SS from audi jokers. LOLOL
they totally made my day k <3>

2010-04-06T09:36:00.003+08:00

Hai people, <:
lots of things have been happening nowadays,
&it kinda killed my 'cheerful' mood, lol.

so yeah, gona apologise t baby &teckie for that.
anyw, went down to chambers with them ytd just bcos baby wana wedding.
but guess what i did ==.
i was like happily di siaosiao-ing baby, then type in cpl break to kek him.
in th end, we @thr struggle until really press tio. LOL .-.
POOOF, thr goes our wedding, cpl with 5hearts brk. LMAO D:
that poor boyf of mine, still can @thr say i'm cute &an wei wo. TSK.
make me feel guilty ttm sia. ;eeks Anyw, i've learnt my lesson k ;).

Hms, some miracle also happened though.
my bro off-ed th internet real early ytd, &i actually fell asleep. LOL!
now is like 9plus in th morning, and im updating! ROFL :@
sorry for dao-ing all th ppl who msged @like 3am .-.
missing that pig of mine, which is still most probably in lala-land-__- LOL.
well, off to audi. Heh. ;)

; guess, it's time for me to f off, stay happy w her. (:

2010-04-05T15:32:00.002+08:00

Screw this lack of communications-'-
screw my actions, screw everything.
i swear this is the thing i've regretted most in life.
fk it, this sucks badly.
@that moment, my heart actually hurt so much,
i couldn't stop shedding tears.
you meant that much to me, THAT MUCH..... _l_
but now, it's pointless to say things anyway.
cause, you have a cpl, &you're happy with it i guess.
You're disappointed in me, but you seriously don't know that your actions misled me.
forget it, no use saying anything now.
cherish your couple, just like how i'm trying to cherish mine.
Thanks baby, for being there for me that night. (L) ily.

2010-04-04T12:16:00.002+08:00

Hai world.
many things have been happening nowadays.
&i hate it.. so much.
when can all this have a happy ending? -_- Tsk.
Anyway, audi-ing the past few days as well.
just because i want t stay home ): And, save money. Heh.
met icy in audi too, and she's super cuteeee :x
i swear she's th only one capable of snatching me away from Ven. Opps :\
HAHAHA. Kidding lah, kinda looking forward t th fam outing on saturday anyw ):
meeting new friends, wooo! :D
Baby's coming over later, to have dinner with my whole family ._.
&he's nervous. LOL! -Points to his face &laughs- :x
Knvmlol! Anyway, to a particular person.
Girls, are not the same okay.
you may think that way, just like how i think guys are hopeless. :\ (except baby) LOL
don't blame me, when you're the one not making things clear.
let's just live our lives, th way we want. (:
ps, baby feel honoured k. ;x -wink- LOL
and, for teckie th noob. Cheer up lah k, you have us silencers here <:

2010-04-01T01:50:00.002+08:00

HAI NOOBS. :D
well, didn't update much cause i was not home for th past few days! :x
just a brief explanation.
29th - Lot one>Weiling's house> Ton.
30th - Vivo>Baby's house> Ton.
Spend this few days with Girlf, chaoda &baby :)
all th fun &laughter i had, really enjoyed it lots.
didn't enjoy myself like that for such a long time, thanks people.
Anyw, th most important thing is.
i really really enjoyed baby's company the whole time that night.
super cute luh, just love staring @th way you sleep :x
th best thing was, snapping tons of unglam pictures, HAHAHA.
you're the first guy that i actually ton-ed with, feel honoured k. LOL :P
anyw, thanks for everything boy. I love you :3. Heh:D
April 1st, 2010. A day i'll never forget, for th rest of my life. (:

2010-03-28T02:13:00.003+08:00

Hai hai hai. :>
today was fun lah, heh.
basically chatted on th phone with Ven till like 8am,
so i basically woke around 3pm-.-
went to bath &prepare before bus-ing down to Douby.
it was like super cool seeing him gulp down th disgusting "herbal tea" la. HAHAHA :x
Ermerm, then bus-ed down to Vivo.
went thr, eat dinner then went skypark to slack :>
chatted about stuffs, thought about alot of things too.
~~not forgetting th fact that now i know Ven likes lime juice~~. Ahems.
then erm, basically slack there till like 12 luh, heh. :B
Then uh, bus home.
&vincent called-.- So, talked until my phone died..
hms, just a word to describe today. "Enjoyable." :>
thanks for th company.
&letting me know that going to places such as that, is fun even just sitting thr.
when you're with the right person :D

Fugz , i get jealous easily ):

2010-03-26T12:16:00.002+08:00

Hai world, <:
after three days of not going out.
decided to go chambers with Venny aka Fam master yesterday :D.
that guy's basically crazy okay, smashing the keyboard.
chaining like hell, tsk ;eeks like scary only. :\
I like jitao stun there. As a result...
he won expert competition, with a gold medal .-. faint.
i think if i join, first few rounds out already, LOL! :X
Anyw, while playing halfway, think he sdnly got fever? x.x
hope he get well soon bah <:
then after that, walk to bus stop ~ talktalk.
bus come, then zao go home already ~ hoho.
today, i'm being a good girl staying at home again ._. Sian :@
I MISS ALEX WIFEY ! :$ Heh.
be touched k. LOL, sayonara off to audi :S

2010-03-23T19:09:00.001+08:00

Hello world, :B ♥
been like ages since i updated :x
audi-ing nowadays, seriously no life.
but that's th only way t save money i guess, not going out at all ._.
But, kinda annoying though.
almost everything got bug one, audi de dens &msgr got bug, then ytd msn also.
audi going t toh soon lah! :) Hoho.
i'm superrrr bored, sigh.
hve been texting alex wifey nowadays too! Yay :B
heh. Miss him lots kayzxc ;make.
Anyw, tmr's his birthday. So let's wish him a.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY ! :3 Hoho.
okay, updated. Ven don't complain already okay? ;wink. LOL
thanks for th talk yesterday too. (:

2010-03-16T15:35:00.002+08:00

ADRI'S BIRTHDAY OUTING! :)

Birthday boy! :D.

Tiramisu cake :B

Boris &kenneth. LOL, i laughed @that. :x

Aloy &me (:

Adri &kenneth(:

Adri &Jor(:

Adri &Girlf(:

Adri &Boris(:

Adri &Aloy(:

Adri &Kerene(:

Kor &Adri(:

2010-03-16T14:58:00.004+08:00

Hello world! :D.
it's been a super long time since i've last updated.
finally get t use th lappy because maurice kor isn't in :x
anyw, was super busy for th past few days.
went wildwild wet, celebrate adri's birthday &many many outings.
until, im totally broke already ):
Nevermind, school's starting really soon, so just enjoy. :X LOL
anyw, kerene me stayed over my house th other day.
pretty long since we had th girl talk, so yeah..
got ourself drunk for th 2nd time i think? Besides last year @vivo. LOL
cried like shit, don't know for what ._.
&realised th next morning how much shit we got ourselves into. :X
my phone log was like filled with many peoples numbers,
&my sent msges was like. Omfgwtfbbq-_- lmao.
Kay nevermind, thanks t all those who forgave :x
anyw, seeing couples really makes me envy them. Tsk-.-
but, just th thought of being in another relationship..makes me go.
ee, ew, yuck ._. i guess it just sucks t think tht it will hve t be so tiring. o.o
blah, doesn't matter, singles are best! :b HOHO.
Hms, realised tht i can't upload pics, cause my bro removed th bluetooth thingy-.-
k nevermind, guess i'll stop blabbing alr.
off to odi's house for mahjong ! :D
i wonder, when someone's drunk, are they saying facts?
or just pure rubbish? Shocked t see what i sent though ._. Sigh.

2010-03-10T03:14:00.003+08:00

Was i being dumb?
actually thinking that it was really true?
HAHA. Omfg, i'm sucha joker.
it's time i actually banged my head on the wall.
it's time i stopped being so naive.
it's time for me to actually wake up.
What a promises? I guess they're all just lies.
i really don't know what to do. This sucks.
my heart's numbed, i swear.
Fuck this, &most of all fuck love-'-
guys are just horrendous creatures.

2010-03-09T19:14:00.001+08:00

Clear my doubts, please.

2010-03-09T01:40:00.002+08:00

Had fun with mummy, papa, peter, bread &jarrett tday.
went JP for dinner, before gng safra for lan :x
audi-ed awhile with miko, before joining them for l4d2 :B
it was damn funny lah, cause i used th name "YourMother."
then they used name like Pussy, Nini. LMAO LA
they keep "WOI! SAVE YOURMOTHER SAVE YOURMOTHER!" LOL
Anyw, after that we walked back t JP t buy drink.
then mummy ton-ed my house(: While bread &jarrett ton-ed peter's house.
they're most probably gona find us in th morning i guess. :]
shall blog till here, no pics tday .__.

-I'm beginning t wonder alot :( how much. do i actually mean t you?

2010-03-08T13:43:00.009+08:00

Me&Mummy(:

Zilian :\

2010-03-08T13:21:00.002+08:00

HOLYYYYY. YAY. LOL.
I'm finally home after so long, i miss home ): Shockingly. LOL
well, chalet was fun! :D
because made many many friends, hoho. :x
ntmy jarrett, bread, peter &pei wen! :D
but, unfortunately arnd 3people ton nia, but still fun lah.
played cards &ate snacks.
Met xiaohei also, LOL so qiao same time chalet :\
he quite good, pei me so long even though first time meet. HAHA :D
hms, slept late cause talking with mah love, hoho.
woke up th 2nd earliest cause of th irritating persistent alarms ringing,
especially mummy's sailor moon ringtone-.- Faint.
Packed up, left for mummy's house, before going limbang lan t audi! :x
after that went lot one slack, then go playground.
soon awhile mummy left, &girlf came! :D
met her, went her house then cabbed t JP.
watched 3D Alice in wonderland, it's super nice okay! :)
JOHNNY DEPP IS LOVED. (x
well show ended arnd 11.30, so cabbed with girlf t her house.
used th comp, msged people, while girlf chatted on th phone.
Slept arnd 4plus, because had t wake up @6am t go find tht dumbdumb :x
so at least sleep awhile, LOL.
ended up sleeping till arnd 7.30, &i totally freaked out lah! D:
sorry ley girlf, scare you by shouting so loud. LOL x.x
Cabbed home, changed then cabbed t his house.
reached th void deck, then spam called his handphone &house :x
it scared th shiet outta me when he never answer lah! LOL.
stupid pig sleep until lidat, ROFL.
well, miraculously he called back after my half an hour of waiting. xp
Went t another block t sit awhile, then went up his house.
was like totally silent throughout, cause i didn't knw what t say ;wild.
don't knw what happened t th noisy me also, LOL.
wellwell, used th comp awhile. Then he went t play piano! :B
damn cool k, paikia play piano! LOL :X HAHA.
Erm, sat &watched tv awhile then left soon after also.
cause he gotta go school ): And i gotta go home &sleep! LOL
i'm tired, and most likely gona sleep after i finish posting this. :x
gona meet Bread &group later at JP for dinner! HOHO, bye peeps.
LOVES!(: ntmy my dear boy. :D

2010-03-08T02:06:00.001+08:00

The feeling of being so worried over something really sucks ):
for that particular period of time,
my heart was filled with anxiety.
thoughts running through my head continuously.
it was that moment, which i realised how much you meant to me.
&how much i cared about your existence.

2010-03-06T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hello hello! :D.
woohoo! Just woke up, and it's like 1+ LOL
th stupid dumbdumb was supposed t come &find me.
but he's still sleeping ! LOL. Faint.
guess that's bcos he didn't sleep at all ytd, bcos of me .-. Sorry!
Anyw, i guess i'm going mummy's chalet later! :D.
gona take a whole lot of pics! HOHO. YAY. LOL
maybe singing kbox, been ages since i went :\
gona maple for awhile now!
Before i go buy present &make my way t pasir ris ALONE. ):
sucha loner, LOL. K, nvm.
byebye people :) Enjoy your day.
&for tht dummy. I miss you k. Hoho.
uoyevoli x3.

2010-03-05T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hi world. :D
too no life t update, laughs. D:
guess all i've been doing nowadays is going out, &playing maple.
holyyy, i told people that it's lame, &now i'm playing. LOL
anyw, special thanks t Ernest for accompanying me t watch movie ytd(:
despite being bombed, at least i still have people tht are steady one-.-
And. Yay-ness! Odilia Tan came back from camp alr! YES AR. LOL.
mahjong session next week for primary school friends k! :B
anyw, tmr gng out w Jialiang &group for movieing.
still wondering whether i wana find mummy at chalet anot ):
if so little people, ton also like no use. Lol .__. Hmm.
Feel like going out sia, but dn wana pangseh mother at home alone again. ;wild.
k, nevermind. Be guai for tday, hoho!
MAPLE TIME! LOLLLL.

My dear boy, all i need is time.
for me t gain th confidence back.
i love you k, i rly do :B

2010-03-01T01:00:00.002+08:00

Ohya, last of all.
you all should see.
jonas &ernest's convo on msn. LOLOLOL
this totally shows how cute &nonsensical my friends are. ROFL

I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:
*dun wry i also same ans
*sian diao lol
*anyhow touch my leg hair
ernest says:
*yes meh?
I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:
*ya la
*irritating
ernest says:
*fuck...so gay ar?
I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:*
LOL!!
- M EL ♥ Ugh, my head hurts ttm. (N) says:
*LOL.
*LOLOLOL.
ernest says:
*heng my leg not so hairy
- M EL ♥ Ugh, my head hurts ttm. (N) says:
*ROFL !
*Jonas shy alr.
*HAHAH
I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:
*LOL... dun talk to me... *emoing*
- M EL ♥ Ugh, my head hurts ttm. (N) says:
*HAHA SHAVE LAH.
*Ask odi help :X
ernest says:
*lol
*shave will become more hairy
*got spike when growing
*haha
I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:
*lol
*i tot that 1 is for mostache
ernest says:
*leg also
*other parts i donno la
I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:
*oo
*how come u noe so much de... confirm got do before
ernest says:
*no la...i beside seeing u do, u forgot le ar?
I will be there till the star don't shine till the sea gone dry says:
*...
ernest says:
*haah
- M EL ♥ Ugh, my head hurts ttm. (N) says:
*HAHA
*this is going on my blog (Y)
*LOL

2010-03-01T00:53:00.003+08:00

Ernest! LOL (you can take this &put as your fb pic alr.)
HAHAH :x

Andy, odi :D

Jonas emo-ing with th dog, LOL

Th delicious juice. LOL! :X

Th stuffs we used :x LOL

i swear, after tht day.

everyone's scared of vegetables. LOL

2010-03-01T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hello world! :D.
mygod, primary school stayover was fun k! LOL.
Odilia, jonas, ernest, weekiat turned up.
&as well as jiayi mummy and Andy :)
Slacked at my room, played cards &crapped.
before going macdonald's for dinner :x
damn funny lah, weekiat was like disturbing odi th whole time.
cause odi ate th happy meal, got magnolia milk de.
then she drink dao spill everywhr, then weekiat keep say LOL
we jitao laugh till cannot eat, laugh dao bao. x:
After that, we went grocery shopping LOL
bought veges, fruits, &drinks before going back up.
all stoned in th room, while Odi, Andy &i blended th veges &fruits up :x
soon after, we played Indian poker, th police &thief game and blackjack.
loser has t drink a cup of tht horrible thing we made. LOL
everyone drank, except for weekiat.
So in th end, many wanted t sabo him t drink.
andand, guess what. He has t drink th whole jug up LOL
videos were taken (Y) HAHAH.
after that, weekiat left arnd 3plus am.
then we all slacked and chatted.
Jonas &Ernest are horrible people lah, they shared a bed &did many stupid stuffs. LOLOL
at first, me &odi went t sit opposite of them in th bed.
then i look under th blanket mah, then see dao Ernest's legs.
&after awhile, idk why. My nose bled. LOL i didnt even see anyth lah! ):
then Ernest &Jonas kept ~~vibrating~~ laughing under th blanket.
and i swear, it looked damn wrong. LOL
played confessions game &crapped till arnd 5plus,
then mummy, jonas &Andy ko-ed.
chatted with odi, while ernest eavedropped. ROFL :x
Awhile later, all fell asleep. :)
woke up arnd 12-1plus in th afternoon.
talked, watched videos, then ate lunch, before sending them off.
i totally ko-ed th moment i reached home k, LOL
Anyw, i'm sooo looking forward t tuesday k! xD
OUTING W GIRLFRIEND{!} WOOOOO~ :B
pictures in th next post! :)

2010-02-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
today rocks please! :3
Met girlfriend aka rubbish partner at woodlands around 5pm :x
i was like totally late for work lah. LOL
well, bus-ed to workplace with him.
&got that pile of flyers from th shop again.
thank goodness got girlfriend come pei, .__.
He helped me give out th flyers, and we somehow "competed".
duh, i won. HAHA! :x
after an hour or so, we went to buy drinks at slacked near a carpark.
thr are many dustbins thr, so we somehow threw like half th stack in :\
Then went back t th shop t collect more before giving out flyers again.
throughout th whole time, girlfriend was thr t crap & "hyper" with me, LOL
so yeah, kinda fun overall.
after i, or should i say WE finish work.
bus-ed to woodlands &walked arnd before training to amk. :x
Reached thr &both girlfriend and i was tired,
so we went t bus around, took bus 73 @amk, which will return amk again after one round.
took th opportunity t catch some sleep in th bus, HAHAHA.
can't blame lah, slept super late yesterday x.x
anyw, while in th bus. Dunno why but cannot sleep LOL
Then ended up like staring at each other, rofl ._.
i offered my shoulder for him to sleep on though,
even though im short ): ROFL. Sad die, sorry! LOL.
ermerm, decided to stop at a bus stop near serangoon to find jiangloong soon after awhile ;B
went t jl's house de coffeeshop, and see them eat dinner :x
can't help it, saving $$ for tmr's stayover D:
After they eat finish, we went walk arnd then slack.
didn't talk much cause i've got no topic, so i somehow emo-ed, ROFL
a dumb excuse i gave though, when girlfriend asked me why i never talk.
i just said. "This east side mah, so ulu. Not my di pan, dn dare t talk." LOLOLOL ;x
HAHA, after that. Arnd eleven.
left, cabbed to Boonkeng, before taking bus home.
thanks alot to girlfriend for pei-ing me wait, lovedie! :D
&most imptly, for accompanying me th whole of tday which was your only offday :x
LOOKING FORWARD T TMR! WOOO~ PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS STAYOVER ;mua.
girlfriend wanted to ton too, but he working. Sad die!
Nevermind. Still have other days! :)

2010-02-25T02:31:00.003+08:00

It's 2.30am, &i can't sleep ):
gona go out with Odilia &Misha mummy t chinatown tmr.
yet i still cannot sleep, ;wild.
Anyway, spend th whole day at home yesterday.
chionging taiwan dramas, and crapping with people at msn. LOL
special thanks t jiangloong, pei me crap for th past few nights de SM kia. ROFL :x
andand. My beloved Rubbish Partner aka girlfriend WEILEONG! x]
24thFeb'10 uh! 11.22pm LOL
You two are great entertainers, love die both! :B
currently, still chatting on msn with jl. But smsing Wl. LOL :D
gona off comp soon i guess, nights people! :x
BTW. ALEX WIFEY NOW BOTAK HEAD.
&I HAVE TH PICTURE. HAHAHA, I ROCK! xD

2010-02-24T01:27:00.006+08:00

Reflection :D ♥

Girlf &me (: I look so manly lah, dunno why. LOL

This shows how photo dj make ppl look white :x LOL
fail ttm, (N)

2010-02-24T00:30:00.004+08:00

The Birthday Girl! ♥

Firstly, happy 18th birthday Xingan! :D

meloveyou veryvery much okay,

6years of friendship, and continuing..

nothing can ever seperate us kay, ILOVEYOU♥

2010-02-22T16:10:00.003+08:00

Candid shot, it's all about th unglamness! ♥
look @odi's ahlian pose. LOL

This 8years of friendship, will never be forgotten. ♥
i love you girls, more than anything. :D

2010-02-22T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hms, sorry for not updating for th past few days.
hohoho, was too busy with stuffs i guess x)
shall just update about ytd. :D
woke up arnd 12plus, went t get ready.
&cabbed to batok mac to meet Odi, Ruimei &Weekiat.
soon after, many joined us including..
Ernest, Jonas, Clarence, Yanpoh &Carmine(:
went westmall t get Jaswin's farewell present.
before training to Changi Airport tgt, hoho :D.
chatted &crapped along th way.
Reached thr, saw Harvin &th group of Narwin's friends :B
thenthen. Took pictures, talked.
&clarence continued with his stupid stunts. Rofl-_-
He was like.
"Rui mei, would you be my girlf?" Then he fell on th floor while trying to kneel down-.-
then Jl's friend was like. "Wah, i think changi airport need t renovate alr."
LOL! WTF LAH, DAMN BAD. :X But i like. LOLOLOL~
then, th moment we all were not prepared for,
Jaswin's departure @th gate ;wild.
i'll never forget what Jas said when she hugged me ):
she asked me to, not cry over guys &choose th correct one x.x
&, she asked me t shut my mouth and only open when necessary. LOL ;eeks.
Jas also scolded me &odi, for surprising her with so many ppl,
till she wanted t cancel her flight. HAHA! :x
erm, then crycrycry.
before gng popeyes t eat soon after.
Sebastian joined us, and teryl bombed us-_-
buey steady de ppl, sick of them. ;wild.
Eat finish alr, then all trained back to Batok ;x
all went their own ways except Odi, Ernest, Jonas &Carmine.
wanted to watch movie, but changed our minds.
then Carmine brought us t a ulu ulu de carpark rooftop t slack,
then he zao-.- LOL
Played cards, ate snacks &talked.
heard stories from Jonas, randomed ones.
&continued my rants about a certain someone. LOL.
fortunately they all heard &commented. HAHAHA.
indeed my best friends for 7years+ . (:
Chatted &talked till arnd 11.15pm &all zaoed.
sent Ernest t th mrt station, before gng t 7eleven t pei Jonas buy wax.
after tht took th last bus home :B
rly rly enjoyed it alot tday, after such a long time.
finally have a complete gathering, thanks alot people! ;D
MELOVEYOUALL! ♥

2010-02-20T14:02:00.003+08:00

Hoho, woke up arnd eleven t go for th checkup ytd(:
didn't knw it was so troublesome lah.
have t do like 4-5 medical checkup.
have t be topless for th freaking xray thingy, urine test, measure this measure tht-_-
&i got injection! ):
Ugh, enough about tht.
went odilia house for th besties photoshoot soon after i'm done.
somehow failed for me i guess, cause i totally dn knw what t do. LOL
snapped many photos before jas went off for her pedicure.
Then me &odi slacked and chatted.
till around 7plus, then we left for jaswin's house(:
reached thr &joined th group for steamboat.
many people thr though, including.
Anita, Harvin, Patrick, Dora, Joshua, Nicholas, JiaLiang, Justin..
&some i dn knw th name. :X LOL
Kept bbqing chicken with odi, &we ate nthg but chicken. ROFL :l
anyw, played cards, drank alittle alcohol, sang songs &some danced like crazy. LOL
tonned th night tgt with them, unfortunately alittle things are messed up.
like a few got drunk, for th girls.
&tht Jialiang! Scared th hell outta us lah, make ppl worry only ;wild.
later on arnd 5, a few quarrelled too.
but stopped soon after, so yeah.
Overall a very nice stayover though, friendly ppl talking w us :D.
&ntmy matthew. A v good counsellor indeed. :x
helped with Anita &a few. Haha.
anyw, i got somebody's number! :x HAHAHA.
Shall end this post now, before i get whacked my odi ~
heading t jurong point! Hoho! :D

2010-02-19T12:09:00.003+08:00

Haha, finally got th mood t blog about this after talking on th phone w girlf ytd night.
hms, our r/s bullshit eh? Wow, okay..
i didn't knw you'd think like that though,
after all th shiet we've been through.
&after all i've done. Thanks.
even weiling understands th reason why i broke,
but i guess you'll never do.
Talking about th $$ case now, you think tht i rly wana accuse you?
ha, what a joke. I can't help thinking of siding people when everything points to him/her right?
it would be even pointless even trying t help you cover up.
laughs, anyway. I dn judge by th character or th closeness, but th facts tht are showing us.
By saying tht i wana accuse you, i guess it's you who dn rly understand me afterall.
&what's worst off, is you bringing up &saying about our r/s.
so i guess this is what you think of it? One word = wasted~
We can last? Oh wow, if tht's possible, i think it's a miracle.
why? Basically it's bcos of your self-centered attitude, so what if you've changed?
it's just a temporary face. A leopard will nv change it's spots.
isn't tht what you've alws said me? Haha.
It's kind of funny if i think of it, you actually said tht i only thought of myself?
why not you compare last time &now, th way you treat your pathetic girlfs,
you can't even say sweet things nor merely update th links when we were tgt,
why does everything seem so automatic now?
sdnly got a sweet tooth? So you cn hong more ppl? lmao. o.O
it's more than tht anyw..
talk about cherishing r/s, this is what i call. BULLSHIT.
I guess, it's srsly no point talking so much anymore, cause.
what we are now, are just people you know.
just like how we used t knw th old you, before you changed (:

Ps, your existence doesn't matter anymore.

2010-02-18T13:38:00.002+08:00

Afternoon people.
i'm freakinggggg bored ):
rotting @home today, sad case.
have t go for t SATAS for checkup today though-.-
stupid school, so far &so troublesome.
okay, nevermind.
Well, was just wondering whether i should go back t gaming :x HAHAHA.
anyone has maple private servers to intro? I wana play! ;wild.
shall try downloading audi again, hope it doesn't fail -_-
Bye people, takecare.
&to that particular person, i miss you damn loads okay.
every single moment. ;eeks

2010-02-18T01:30:00.003+08:00

Zilian :B

I loveeee my contacts :x

Tried t copy th fucklove sign, but failed? HAHA.

Th birdnest girlf's mum gave us t drink x)

&th cards at th background. :x

2010-02-18T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hello people. :D
slacked @home &rotted for the first half of th day.
before going weiling's house arnd 5plus :x Hahas.
played cards with girlf &fiona till Aloy came.
then we started on mahjong x]
soon later kenneth came. Then we,
played a few rounds, before going outside for dinner! :D
Girlf's mum is like super good lah, cook ALOT of food for us, omg ><
anyw, it's damn delicious kay. (Y)
after th meal, then we continued with mahjong for awhile.
played till around 10pm, then we changed t blackjack.
won like 50cents for mahjong :l LOL
then, never win never lose for blackjack :x
Played till like around 11plus, before sharing cab home with Aloy.
but like, ended up he pay for me. LOL. So, thanks alot i guess D:
hms, i did enjoy today very much.
it's cool to meet up with you guys again.
looking forward to this Saturday! Make yourselves free hor. (:

imissyou, ):

2010-02-17T02:44:00.004+08:00

Went visiting to one house only today.
my dad's friend's house, it's like super cool lah.
his sons are like 3 hottehs okay. D: LOL
well, went thr &as usual every year,
they entertained us &chatted. Super good hosts lah :}
Anyw, went home around 3-4plus.
&got ready to meet my 1yr pal Edgar! :x
went to jurong point for a movie, &ate pepper lunch.
after that jiu trained to westmall.
He was like damn scared of me lah, cause i keep insulting bangalas :x
evil shiet, okay. I'm sorry :S
anyw, he waited with me for Zk to come, bfr he zao go home.
slacked around th arcade, before bus-ing t my house downstairs &slack ._.
Talked till around 11plus, then he zao.
thanks for tday, a short &fun day i guess.
even though i spent like 80dollars, ROAR x.x
&special thanks t Edgar, for helping me find my phone.
i nearly lost it. :x

I tried to forget you, but i can't.
i don't know why.
seriously, nobody can make me feel this way except for you.
i shall wait, i guess.

2010-02-16T02:11:00.002+08:00

HAI PEEPS. (:
Another day of visiting :x
well, went to two temples t pray before gng uncle vincent house t slack.
heng tday stay t his house gamble nia, HAHAHA. :x
played with his two doggies, poppy &pepper. Cutedie :3
anw, that ivan uncle ar..
SUPER ANNOYING LUH. ;wild.
keep disiao me, -_- ROAR.
Nevermind, main point is.
tday's angbao v little ): LOL
but but, played poker. So earned like $40. HOHO $.$
left for uncle's house after eating all their money, ROFLMAO :x
Went thr t eat dinner, slack &talk.
mygod, i rly love my family &relatives.
th common thing within us, straightforwardness &racist. LOLLLLLLL ~ HAHA.
rly laughed damn hard while hearing them talk x]
Anyw, left their house arnd 11plus cause Andy came t find me. LOL
went home t prepare, then went downstairs t slackslack.
talked about th past &stuffs, till i receive a phone call from my bro.
asking me t go home -_- Damn sian i tell you.
slacked with Andy for like 1hour+ nia, then he cabbed home x.x
So sorry leh, anyw. Thanks for coming t find me (:
hmm. Did receive a call from Aloy too, talking about a outing tmr.
was supposed t pei Andy go buy his shoes, &also buy my bag. But.
shall see who will be free bahs, or not like so boxim .__.
Klahs, shall end here, sleepy already. Bye. :D

2010-02-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

V'day is over ! BOOO~ LOL.
anyway, yesterday's cool.
started visiting @9am, jumped houses to houses.
collect angbao's, chatted &rotted. :X
Well, after that ended around 4plus.
then daddy dropped me &maurice kor @Novena.
so i trained home with him.
th weather really cmi i tell you, damn hot! ;wild.
Anyw, went home to change &get ready before gng t meet Sean &Andy (:
wah, i tell you damn jokes okay.
when i reach cwp, all 3 of us were like at 3 different parts of causeway.
&i ended up going to find them. LOL-_-
Went t find Sean first before looking for Andy.
meet dao alr, then went to buy tickets x]
that Andy, damn annoying k.
keep disturb me one ): LOL
&Sean, promised to teach me how t style my hair! HOHO.
After buying the movie tickets, we decided to go pizza hut for dinner :]
i ate th mushroom pasta while Andy ate th turkey bacon thingy, LOL
Sean didn't eat, cause he was too full from bai nian de food :x
anyw, Sean excused himself when we were eating &.
guess what he did.
he went to buy roses! Omfg .__.
Thanks alot alrights, (: &tq Andy for th heartshaped balloon. HOHO :)
ate, slacked &crapped around before gng t th cinema.
watched th lightning thief. It's nice :B
anyw, after th show.
Andy cabbed home with me, then went to find his friends.
while Sean took a train home. So sorry we pang seh-ed you x.x
it was damn fun in th cab k, LOL
i kept disiao-ing him, using th balloon t whack his face, ROFL.
Anyw, th most funniest part was th ending of th cab trip.
the uncle was like saying "In front uh ah di?"
then me &Andy heard wrong, and thought tht he called me auntie.
wah, i nearly heart attack okay. LOL
Must really really thank you two for today,
&i'm sorry Sean. Very. :l
i did enjoy a wonderful valentine's day k? Hoho.
Maybe, today's outing was a mistake.
everything was so ~~messed~~ up.
sorry Sean, i didn't mean t hurt you.

2010-02-14T01:26:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year &Valentine's day people! :D.
a new year to begin with, hoho.
anyway, thanks to everyone who wished me.
those consistent calls, one after another -_- Lol. :x
&btw, thanks aloy for th roses in msn! :D
Anyway, tomorrow bai nian already!
very excited to wear the new clothes, i love it x] LOL
&people noticed my grey contacts. YAY! ROFL.
hms, going out with Sean tomorrow night for movie &dinner i guess.
that kind Andy said he wana join us, so let's see .___. Lol.
ANDAND. Ohmygod.
i SOOO like to eat the sesame tang yuan okay (Y) LOL.
anyw, didn't have any tuan yuan fan tday.
&some bad things happened.
hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day (;
Nights people, love you guys! :D

2010-02-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

HAI PEOPLE :D.
well, chatted with Sean aka Booboo ytd on th phone,
talked until like 5am, then Ko already. LOL
woke up around 10plus &dragged my ass out to meet Jasmine(:
met her at teckwhye, then acc. her go Pingshi's house t pass smth.
After that, Jas acc. me t buy grey contacts! HOHO.
damn cool k, i love it :x
soon after we train-ed to IMM.
Went Daiso to buy foundation &stuffs while jas bought her eyelashes.
after that went to meet Elaine @Admiralty.
then train-ed to Orchard.
spent like $100, on 5items ): Sad die. Money fly. LOL
anyw, after that i bus-ed home while they continued shopping.
Gona go to the airport soon! Grandparents are leaving for denmark.
sad die, gng to miss damn lots lah D:
anyw, tomorrow wasn't as lonely as i thought. HAHA.
Sean promised to date me, LOLOLOL! :x
then th Edwinkukubird &Darren also say want go out.
so maybe, i'll plan a group outing? .__.
in need of girls, alot of them. So ya. Please text me if you wana go. ):
I have no idea why i'm looking forward to V'day, even though i'm alone.
LOL. Well, let's see what will happen tomorrow.
BYE PEOPLE:D Happy CNY, &V'day in advance.
LOVE IS IN TH AIR~ :B

2010-02-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

Well, it has been days since i've last updated.
past few days have been busy i guess ._.
met quite a few people also.
including Nett Hotteh, &dominic.
Besides that, have been working x.x
th only time i get to enjoy is when i reach home D:
anyw, have been webcamming with Alex Wifey th past 2days,
damn funny, you all should have seen his jiao bin ): LOL
anyw, his doggy huan huan is damn cute okay. :D hoho.
Sigh, life's been boring though.
work, work &work.
must really thank alvin though, for coming to find me this few days.
&NTMY kenneth! :D.
Alvin's really cute friend, LOL.
thanks for talking, entertaining &crapping with me :x
especially stealing all th samples today. HAHAHA. (x
well, work from 12pm-11pm tomorrow.
wish me luck people, -_- Hope my phone survives.
updating my private blog, bye people (;

2010-02-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

Went to work today.
rotted for like fucking eight hours.
shit it.
Thanks to alvin i'm not bored,
he basically kept me company for the whole time.
LOLOLOL.
&somemore with my dead phone.
cannot reply Nett, xiaohei &etc. ;eeks
Kns. -.-
Kay nvm, i don't even know whether got work tomorrow.
who cares, hope don't have. HAHAHA.
then can go out again, (:
well, pangseh-ed the dominic for alot of days already.
shall see whether tomorrow free not-.-
kay, bye people the end.